Wednesday, April 27, 2005
argghh`
i still cant get to my page. can anyone tell me why?
am still feeling lethargic and down.
probably is because of the weather. so humid and gross .
goodness gracious me* the weather has been so horrible, makes me feel sick and tired and restless and bored and unable to concentrate well and blah blah blah.
i guess a few days back, some of my classmates were quite rude and unreasonable to my Eng teacher. i dare not say that she's damn bloody good at teaching us, but you know, basic respect must be there and they just cant seem to understand. obviously the teacher is disappointed, upset, unhappy and blah blah blah. but forgive and forget.
damn* its that bloody phrase again. everyone is saying that, but can anyone really seriously practice it? I'm sorry, i'm one of them who dont practice what i preach.
i donno , perhaps i'm just still drowning in my own world.
someone said something to me ytd. he made me face the harsh reality that i've been escaping from.
he's cool, thanks. but i really hate to return to something i've ran away from.
no wish to talk abt it too. however, i know that one fine day i have to face it again. escaping is a coward's way of doing things. and i'm one too and i know it.
i'm just not brave enough and strong enough to do it. please forgive me*
( guess you know who you are lah, btw, i think i need one more session of counselling. haha)
P.S
Thanks my dear lao ma for taking care of me. =)
miss cindy, dont be upset and please* know that i'll be there for you.
mister waikit. takecare. anything can msg me kks?